4 more to go~~ yeay yeah!!

Long time no see (^_^) hehe.. Just want to share a very happy news, even though it's a bit late, but I still want to share it.. Yeay~~!! I’ve finished my degree in ISE, after 2 years of hard work. Congrates to me and to all my friends (^_^),. Da boleh senyum lebar dah pasni.. Gudbye ISE,.

So, done with my first wish, and there are still 4 things to do on my wish list this year. Hurm, WORK..? Very complicated lah.. Ok, at first when I finished this degree, I’ve always saying that I want to work in other field. Coz I’m kind of afraid n not ready to work in the ISE field (Programmer, System Analyst etc..),. And then tup tup, I got an offer to work as HR Payroll in one of the Oil & Gas Company at Port Klang. OK, wish comes true! Just grab it Ana!! I got this job after and interview session with the company, and then they asked me to report to work on 20th Feb (Monday).. I’ve 4 days (from the day of interview) to move from my new house to my brother’s house in Klang.. After 3 days of thinking and evaluating, I refuse the job,. I called them saying that I’ve already got another job near my house,. Settle with Oil & Gas Company,.

And then, on the day that I’m supposed to report to work at the company, I’ve a call from another company. An Interior Design Gallery. To be the PA (Personal Assistant) to the boss. So, the next day, I started to work there.. It only last for 3 days, hehe.. If u ask me why, the answer is that I “CANNOT GO” with the boss.. Want to know more story bout this, msg me k.. hehe.. It’s not good to talk behind her back here.. ;p

So, now I’m back to being a jobless fresh graduate,. Hehe.. Hopefully I’ll get a job with the good environment, good boss, good colleagues, and all good lah..

*p/s: Got another job interview.. hurm.. nak pegi ke x nak..?

arghh,, fuhh,, yeah~~!!

arghh.. tension ngan term paper!! xtaw nk meraban ape dah.. xde idea langsung n aku agak xde mase nk pikir lame2 sb aku keje.. xleh salahkan keje, sb aku sdri cari pasal pi keje part time kan..?
satu lagi tension sb result dh nk kuar.. ntah la cane result aku nti,. hope ok la..

fuhh.. akhirnyer dh nk abes dh short kos yg bosan ni.. dh xperlu g kelas eco tersayam,, haha.. :D

yeah.. minggu last kelas!! hahaha.. :)

*p/s: musim nk kuar result je aku start mimpi ngarut2.. hurm.. tekanan tol la..

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have no mood to do anything today.. skip class again,.
what am i going to do with myself lately? i'm skipping the classes likes it's nothing important for me.. i've becoming worse than the last semester..
usually i'm not like this, it's hard for me to skip the class without any reason.. but like people always say, when u start to do something bad and having no bad consequences after doing it, then u will do it again.. so, it will became ur habits,. n u know what..? bad habits are hard to stop..
the class on the evening today, feel like skipping it again.. ;p
hope i came to my sense before it's not too late..

*p/s: rase cam nk demam pn ade ni..

such a hard thing to do..

well, new semester had already started.. so, been very busy lately.. + with the internet soooo slow in this area.. huh..

now, i'm thinking what i should do for the fyp? i've no interest in any area.. no strength in any area.. overall, i'm just average in everything i do.. so, how to decide the topic ah?
been having headache since the class started.. not feeling so well since i've left my brain not working for more than one month, n now i'm using it all up to think for the topic for my fyp.. huhu..

*p/s: just a random post.. i'm kind of fed up right now.. hurm..

wiwiwiwi,..

okeyh,... result kuar ari ni.. tepat jam 12 tghari aku cek,.. n Alhamdulillah, paper yg aku target repeat tu, sume pass wlaupun x brape jaya,,. :P
sedeh jgk sebenrnya sb cgpa dh makin trun,. hurm.. kuciwa.. :(

*p/s: best kalo ade doremon, bleh suh putarkan mase,,

the day has comes..

today.. last paper for the final exam.. Database Engineering..
tomorrow,.. E-Advising + SDD... this one reaaally isn't ready yet..
the next day.. E-Volunteer,. so far, only insert process that's working.. login, update, delete, search is still far from working.. what to do..? and report for E-Advising..

*p/s: i reaally need a break right now.. long vacation, to island mayb? anyone wants to join me.. hehe..

stress out~~!

here's the date that will make my life "perfect"... hihihi..

1st Nov - Human Computer Interaction (first paper for this final exam)
4th Nov - Object-Oriented Design & Implementation (my "favorite" paper.. my lovely E-Advising)
7th Nov - Operation Research (don't forget to bring ur calculator dear!!)
10th Nov - Database Engineering (my second "favorite" paper..)

and here's comes the problem,, arghhhh,... stress2...

11th Nov - Presentation for E-Advising (this presentation is suppose to be held on 2nd day of raya [18th Nov], but then my favorite lecturers changed the date to this new date.. actually all of the students does not agree with them changing the date, because we haven't done anything with the system, but they still refuse to change the date.. if they just told us early, then at least we can prepare for it, but since they just change the date out of blue, we really upset bout it.. cause we have lots of other things to do)

12th Nov - Presentation for E-Volunteer (this is why we do not agree with the new date for E-Advising presentation, because we want to focus for the final exam and E-Volunteer first, then we will focus on E-Advising [supposedly on 18th Nov])

and today, 29th October, i've presentation for database project... E-Saloon.. in two days, i'm going to have my first paper.. stress2... wish me luck~~ :)

*p/s: please change the date for Mr Advising~~!!

giving up..

even if u give up,,life will still goes on. without u realizing it, u will be left behind. so, don't stop going n moving on, cause life will not wait for u..but u can take a rest for once a while, when u feel like u really tired n really really needed the rest, then it's okay for u to take a break cause it will make u feel more energize after that n can make u see things more clearly.. i supposed i reaallyyy need a rest now..! can't wait for the holiday next week..one more week to go dear.. :-)

my dear friends,,have u ever thought about quitting your study? i have..not once or twice..so many time till i lost count..everyday i'm thinking of quitting my studies..but i don't even dare to take another step further, cause i know my parents will be very disappointed with me n i hate it when i let them down. so, i need to struggle n the most important thing is don't give up..!
i've read a poem, n it's inspired me to just don't give up..here's the poem n i hope it can make u feel different after reading it..

Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

- Edgar A. Guest

woke up on the wrong side of my bed..

ok,this idiom means that i had a bad day today,i think today is one of the worst day of my life..:-(
as usual, i sleep early n set my alarm clock at 4 am so that i can wake up n do the homework or assignment..
so today, i woke up at 4 n start doing Java Programmning which is my lab exercises n u know what? i took over than 2 hours just to finish the first question.
i don't know y how many times i read the instruction but still i couldn't understand it..so i got the output wrong, n bcoz of it have to be passed up today, i had no choice to just print the wrong coding.
it's also the same for the second question..since i got class at 10.30 n finish doing Java around 8.30 n feel really sleepy, so i take the time to sleep n wake up at half past 9..
i know that today i have class at 10.30 but i thought today is wednesday..so, i prepare the book n print the necessary notes for wednesday timetable eventhough today is tuesday..
i keep worrying about the test that i gonna have in 2 days (cause today is wednesday)..after i settle prepare for the class, i look at the time n it's already 10.15, n it's late!!
i haven't take my bath yet, n i just realise after my fren told me that today is actually tuesday.
after that, i took out all the books n notes from my bag, n replace it with today's
book n notes..at 10.45, i message my fren asking whether the lecturer has come to class or not,n at 11 she told me that the lect just enter the class..
at that time i'm still at home n keep thinking whether to go to the class or not..at the end, i still went to the class n arrive at 11.30..huh..late isn't it? an HOUR late!!
if i'm the lecturer, of course i'll be mad,.this is what she ask me when i first arrive..

Lecturer:"where r u from?"
me:"(hesitatedly) urm,,.br smpai.."
Lecturer:"br smpai?? then why are u late?"
me:"........ (no answer)"
Lecturer:"(with more higher tone) i'm asking u, why r u late?"
me:"..............(still no answer)"
Lecturer:"if this is ur attitude, i'm sure u will FAIL this paper"
me:"...........(surprised n hurt)" <----- i deserve it..

i never felt like this before, been scold n told that i will FAIL..her words is still inside my head..i know that i'm wrong n i'm sorry..truthfully, i really doesn't like this subject,
if i can drop this paper, i will do it without even thinking twice about dropping it. but i can't cause this is a core subject!
after the lecture, she gave another homework that's make my collection of homework become more variety n lovely~~!! i already had so many project, assignment n test this week..huh,,

after that, java lecture..the lecturer ask to pass up the lab exercise..n i gave it to her, immediately in front of me she open the exercise this is what she say..

Lecturer2:"why ur output is like this?"
me:"it is wrong? (innocently)"
Lecturer:"this is not the output,,u haven't finish showing the output"
me:"oooo..."
Lecturer:"u have to show the exact output, so what u do is wrong..then, i will have to deduct ur mark"
me:"....(sad)"

end of second lecture..+ with the new homework (lab exercise) n news from the lecturer that the java test will be untill chapter 5, which mean i need to read for extra one chapter for the test..
i'm not happy with this :-(

then,,the third lecture for today,my lovely japanese class..as usual, bcoz i need to take the bus from faculty to the japanese class, i will always be late for the class..my japanese class start on 2.10pm n the java class finish at 2.00pm..
usually, java class will finish 10-15 minutes early, so i will not be late for the next class. but today when i'm waiting for the bus it's already 2.05,.then, i arrive at the class at 2.20pm..
this is consider quite early than my previous week when i'm late for half an hour..so, when i come into the class, i already feel the mood in the class is not so good..
they are discussing about something, n i wondering what is it? after i listen to it, i realise that the sensei are mad about my classmate which going hometown early for Hari Raya.
She say that the week on the Hari Raya,there will be reading & oral test..she insists on doing it on that day (7 sept) and most of my classmate already bought the bus ticket on 4 sept..
so, she really mad bcoz we didn't discuss the matter with her first n she decide on doing the test next week on tuesday..she only available on tuesday and want to do the test from 12.30 to 2pm on tuesday which mean me and some of the classmate that have java class will have to skip java class..
she already really mad, that she said..

Sensei:"whoever didn't come for the test next will lost 20 marks..! i will not do the test during class lecture because i need to finish the syllabus according to the plan..all of u when it comes to finish the class, everyone want to go early, but u all come late to my class..how can i start the class early?"

every week, i'm late to her class..sorry, but what can i do about it? hurmm..
back to the test, because all of us are from different program n have different timetable, so it is hard to decide the time when all of us are available..then after discussing n bickering a little bit for an hour (sensei start lecture at 3.05pm), we all agree to do the test next week on tuesday start from 9 am to 12pm..
settle the problem..n another one come..hehe..this is my mistake, i wrongly took the last semester book to the class, the green one, not the blue..
this is all because of me that thounght today is wednesday n in a hurry, i mistook the book..so, i pretend that i have the right book..really had a bad day today..

i can't wait to finish the japanese class bcoz i've already promise my fren to go to the bazar ramadan at the stadium..she prommised me that she will message me after i finish the class..
then here comes the messages saying "sorry, cannot go to the bazar,cause it's raining n i have flu.."..... arghhhhh, here goes my dream about the bazar n all the delicious food..
when i receive the message, i already at my home, n i haven't bought anything to break fast..that mean i will need to go down to buy the food, n i don't know what to buy..
actually, a fren of mine already ask me to break fast with him, but i cancelled it (sorry,i have to) bcoz i already promise with my girlfrends..at the end,,i couldn't get both of them n i break fast with the food from selaseh with my housemate,,..
uuuwwaaaaa...:-(

that's alll...

*p/s: tomorrow is wednesday dear~~!!

A lovely trip to PK...

ari ni,,aku g pusat kesihatan (PK),.kawan aku m*** yg tlg anta kan..aku demam dh masuk ari ke3,so terpakse la pegi gak sb demam ni makin teruk..first time g PK, x tau cane PK ni beroperasi..nk amik no kt mane, nk tgu kt mane..nasib baik la dr n misi kt sane baik2 sume, xde la terkontang kanting aku sorang diri..

tgu dlm 15minit, dh smpai giliran aku jmpe doktor..doktor pompuan..kecewa d situ yer..haha..die cek suhu bdn n tekanan darah..
Dr ckp suhu bdn aku tgi, even die pn terkejut..lupe plak nk tye bpe suhu bdn aku tdi..so, Dr tu suh aku masuk wad sementara kt PK tu,..aku pn pegi la kt wad tu,,..

ok,,first misi tu suh aku g MANDI..hurm? aku plik+ajaib dh..die ckp kena g mandi dlu sb aku demam panas,,..walaupun aku dh mandi b4 pegi PK tu,terpakse la mandi skali lg..die ade sediakan towel tuk aku..pastu misi td gak amik darah aku, n letak jarum tuk masuk air..aku kena masuk air 2 beg..yg kite panggil air tu sbnrnyer sodium chloride..hehehe..sakit jgk time mula2 die cucuk tu,,huhu...

ni gmbr sodium chloride tu..500ml setiap satu..dua botol ke dua beg?

dk kt wad d PK tu betul2 rase cam dk kat hospital..huhu..aku masuk wad dlm kul12..nk tgu abis masuk air tu lmbt la gak..tgh hari,,misi ade bg nasi tuk lunch..hehe..memg rase dk dlm wad kt hospital btul la,..

lauk tuk lunch..kangkung goreng,daging black paper..buah tembikai, nasi putih n air kosong..hehe..sume tawar la..ke sb deria rase aku yg x rase pe2 sb demam..

so..dh abis masuk air dlm kul 3.15..DR cek skali lg suhu n tekanan darah,die ckp suhu bdn aku dh turun by..mula2 die igt aku kena denggi,tp bukan denggi..pastu kena g amik ubat kt kaunter farmasi..n DR tu bg aku mc 2 hari..Dr tu pesan suh minum air byk2..
bleh la rehat,,xyah g kelas..tp aku rase dh ok je..bleh kot kalo nk g kelas..
blek umah sewa,kawan aku n*** amik nga moto..thanks ya kawan2..:-)

shalam..

so,,mlm ni naik bas g shalam..bas transnational.,dk tingkat atas, mintak2 la bkn kt tepi laki..kalo laki ensem xpe..hehehe..
okehhh..ari isnin ni stat kelas tuk sem 4..dh rase ke'seronok'an tuk sem depan ni..
konfem2 la subjek lg 'senang' n byk la waktu free..reg kos x setel pn lg..
skang ni xdpt nk reg 8 paper,sb kedit hour x cukup..so kena reg 7 paper je dulu..
kalo memg x ckup gak kedit hour,,terpakse la wat shot kos tuk 2 lagi paper..
enggak mau sambung lagi satu sem sb 2 paper je..huhu..
ok lah..nk bersiap..nk kemas beg..babai..

mari kamoo ke mari...

okehhh <--- style kawan aku...haha..da lame aku x update blog ni..xtau nk cite pe sbnrnyer..
urm, a lot of things happen since i've entered UiTM Shah Alam ni..
kesimpulan: i'm still can't adapt myself to the environment..hehe..

malam ni da nk g shah alam..smgu dk umah memg best walupn aku xwat pe2..dpt release tension n mengosongkan fikiran dr sume jenis asgment n projek..
sorry yer kwn2 kalu ade msg yg aku bls tu dgn sparuh ikhlas jer..malas nk pk ape nk reply tuk soalan berkaitan projek or asgment ni..hehe..

mlm ni tolak g shah alam, smpai myb pg esk (ari isnin).. n aku ade kelas kul 8.30pg hari itu jgk..agak2 smpt x? da la kelas ari tu smpai kul4 ptg..n dat's mean aku akan pening spnjg ari sb x cukup tdo..haha..sb kemalasan yg melampau tinggi tuk g shah alam, aku amik tket btul2 d penghujung cti..hehe..time g jengka dlu xde la rase gni, abis2 lmbt pn msti aku g pg ahad, smpai mlm smpt la nk ready pe2 yg patut tuk ke kelas n dpt tdo secukup nyer..tp kt shah alam ni, it's really different..

if u refer to my previous post, it took me quite a long time to decide whether i want to further my study or not..i really envy one of my friend, ble die da wat keputusan for a certain thing n even if people around die x support, she will still go for it..why can't i be like her? so now, i'm starting to doubt my decision to further my study..huhu..my diploma takes 3 years to finish, n dis degree will only take 2 and a half year..or bleh singkatkan lg jd 2 thn jer..still lame nyer rase..

whatever,whichever..i'm still going to shah alam tonight..sb nti shah alam bosan kalu xde aku..haha..don't give up~~!!