miss u..

lame x menaip..jari pn dh beku..huhu..
malam ni last night kt mawar..hopefully..haha..sem dpn dh dk umah sewa..

eh,,hai sume..hehe..
pejam celik dh abis satu sem kt shah alam..ni post ke2 sepoanjang dk shah alam,..kalo x silap la..
awal2 kat sini rase cam homesick n xleh nk adapt ngan environment kt sini..cube gak,,so at last,,alhamdulillah dpt gak abiskan sem ni walaupun x brape jaya sgt..

now,,i miss my hometown so much..nk blek~~!! lpas konvo br blek umah..
ok,,about konvo,..xtau parents pegi x konvo tu..huhu..so,.harap kan abang aku yg kat sini je lah..
harap2 konvo best la..x sabar nk terima skrol diploma tu..hihihi..

ok,,..dah..x rajin nk menaip byk2..tgh download vid kt utube ni,,bosan,,so update blog jap..chow chin chow bebeh~~!!

mari kamoo ke mari...

okehhh <--- style kawan aku...haha..da lame aku x update blog ni..xtau nk cite pe sbnrnyer..
urm, a lot of things happen since i've entered UiTM Shah Alam ni..
kesimpulan: i'm still can't adapt myself to the environment..hehe..

malam ni da nk g shah alam..smgu dk umah memg best walupn aku xwat pe2..dpt release tension n mengosongkan fikiran dr sume jenis asgment n projek..
sorry yer kwn2 kalu ade msg yg aku bls tu dgn sparuh ikhlas jer..malas nk pk ape nk reply tuk soalan berkaitan projek or asgment ni..hehe..

mlm ni tolak g shah alam, smpai myb pg esk (ari isnin).. n aku ade kelas kul 8.30pg hari itu jgk..agak2 smpt x? da la kelas ari tu smpai kul4 ptg..n dat's mean aku akan pening spnjg ari sb x cukup tdo..haha..sb kemalasan yg melampau tinggi tuk g shah alam, aku amik tket btul2 d penghujung cti..hehe..time g jengka dlu xde la rase gni, abis2 lmbt pn msti aku g pg ahad, smpai mlm smpt la nk ready pe2 yg patut tuk ke kelas n dpt tdo secukup nyer..tp kt shah alam ni, it's really different..

if u refer to my previous post, it took me quite a long time to decide whether i want to further my study or not..i really envy one of my friend, ble die da wat keputusan for a certain thing n even if people around die x support, she will still go for it..why can't i be like her? so now, i'm starting to doubt my decision to further my study..huhu..my diploma takes 3 years to finish, n dis degree will only take 2 and a half year..or bleh singkatkan lg jd 2 thn jer..still lame nyer rase..

whatever,whichever..i'm still going to shah alam tonight..sb nti shah alam bosan kalu xde aku..haha..don't give up~~!!

:(

I know u hate me,
By the way u whispers around me…
I know u hate me,
By the way u talks to me...
I know u hate me,
By the way u acts in front of me...
I know u hate me,
By the way u looks at me...
I know u hate me,
By the way u always ignored me…
I know u hate me,
By the way u always leaves me behind…
I know u hate me,
By the way u feels uncomfortable being with me…
I know u hate me,
Just when I look into your eyes…
Even though u never told me directly,
I still know that u hate me…

And I’m sorry, I’m just can’t do anything about that,
Eventually, I’ll just walk away from u…
Try to avoid from meeting your eyes,
Avoid from appear in front of u…
In order to make your eyes feel fresh just by not looking at my face,
In order to make your ears feel good just by not listening to my voice…
In order to make you stop pretending that u like me when u’re not,
Coz I know that u hate it when u have to pretend…
In order to make u feel better in any way,
And in order to make your life much better…
I wish I could just disappear from this world,
I really wish I could do that… but I can’t…
So, once again…
I’m sorry…

i'm thinking....

hai..hehe...
post pendek je ni..urm, I've been accepted to further my study for the degree next year..actually it's two weeks from now..huhu...i'm soooo nervous when thinking of this..

degree details are as follows: <----------------------skema kan? ;D CS226 Information System Engineering
UiTM Shah Alam
College: Not provided..

hurm,..skang ni tgh cr sponsor tuk dgree..tp xde yg open..dalam bulan 4 n 5 tahun dpn br ade bka tuk permohonan bru..kena mintak sponsor pa@ma dlu la,..huhu..
truthfully,,dh xnak stadi,,..but because of my father said, "while u still can, it's better for u to study..".. i'm thinking of working..to earn my own money, so that I don't have to depends on my parents anymore..to help them, not them helping me..
hope dpt sponsorship,, xyah pinjam ptptn..huhu..no pin pn xbli lg ni..pe2 pn,,gd luck 4 ur dgree!!